….. Goodnighty guys! Have competition tomorrows! :)
i Can’t wait to finally go back home to the pHilippines! i Missed it there so muuch! tHree more months to go! gRrreeeat….
tRust- tO put reliance on someone or thing. tO depend on a person or thing. dO i trust him? oF course i do! wHy wouldn’t i? mAybe it’s the fact that i know he’s with her. tHat he’s posing as her lover. dO i trust him enough to keep enough distance from her? i don’t always see what their doing, and that’s what scares me the most. tHat maybe behind my back...
does it ever occur to you that maybe life is a little more complicated than we want. and maybe you’re regretting what you are, where you are now, and what life is handing to you; you know it’s your fault, but you’ll never get rid of that small consciousness in the back of your head - yelling, screaming at you… telling you how much you’ve failed, how worthless you...
My head is pounding. Constantly; over and over again. Asking the same question that turns my heart into mush. ‘Is he the one?’, ‘Is it him?’, ‘Am I in love?’ It gets me so aggravated!
It’s like I’m not even here. Watching - staring, heartbrokenly at him. He knows it. He knows how much pain I had in my heart at the moment. But he didn’t stop it. No matter how much he loved me; his hand continued to hold hers, and her lips continuously kissed his. My eyes stayed clear, and I held no emotion… on the outside; but I was with indescribable pain. My hands...